I’m beginning to notice some small, but significant improvements. For once, I have not watched any porn this morning. Not a peek. Which isn’t something that usually happens these days. And because my computer is still bugged, I haven’t been browsing on it as much either. Instead, I’m browsing on my phone now. Yesterday was the perfect day to set up my smartphone to be “nosurf-ified”, but I fell asleep before I could.
And this is also the second day I am typing this at a library. If there’s any ideal place to use the web in a productive manner, I think going to a library would be the best place to, unless you’re doing something you can’t do at a library or you just can’t go to the library in the first place.
Speaking of computers. I’ve been really questioning how important software is to my “unbrainwashing”, if I’m actively trying to improve my life. I’m not sure what role they should exactly play. It used to be where I would rely on them too much, and without it, I would just be another one of the mindless, trendy kids. Surfing my life away. But now here I am trying to use my willpower here.
Lastly, while I was sleeping next to my smartphone, with my room light on, I had a weird dream where I think I was running away from something, not sure what. But I found a box full of supplies, and among one of them was a small, entirely touchscreen smartphone, and the other was a regular sized flip phone. And for some reason though, neither of them worked. But for some reason I felt so much more attached to the flip phone for whatever reason. It was strange, and so real I think I woke up thinking I actually had a flip phone for a second. Dreams are weird, and I’m not sure if it had any meaning to it.